Anal Benevolence

Crossing the path of righteous belief
Shaking fists at your cowering creed
You deny, with a straight lie
You force the lie and spread it as law

Clutching your symbols
Known as reminders
If only you'd waken
From this morbid nightmare

Divide, within a straight line
You enforce the line
And uphold it as the law

Written 05-03-2008

Merciless Fate

Believe what your masters tell you
Divise the ethics, the moral
Your death will be called upon

Your blank stare tell a fate worse than death
Merciless

My blood has turned to ash
Enabled me
The current will to nothing
Merciless

Imprisoned by life
To become the sceptic

Written 22-04-2009

Desensitize

See it as it's going
Coming around again
Please play the game
Stay in the game
Be what you're told
So divine the excess
So pleasurable indeed!
Be the slave
Pave the way
Drone until forever!

Don't make a sound

Are you going to be everything you want?
Does it pay, keep you safe?
Maybe for today?
Buy into the worst
Demoralize for now
Drink a bit
Fuck a bit
Don't you dare think!
Desensitize right now!

Wriitten 28-02-2008

The Scourge of God

These poetic ailments
Of non descriptive nature
Debase the inspiration
Aesthetics suffer through negation
Words are but words
Even when lost in translation
I vy a why for their scriptures
Asinine burdens, fake damnations
Undeveloped still
Pose a corpse for their bloodletting
A choice of martyrs if you will
Unquestionable, it's themselves they seem to kill
Now wrath is up for grabs
Unholy cults are cursing your ass!
From the waist you are gut
A stream of blood
Satisfies the religious slut/nut

We are the nails through your flesh!
We are the horns of distress!
We are the black blood that feeds the dogs!
You're outwilled and outnumbered;
We are legion!
The scourge of your God!

Written 31-03-2006

Angel of the Bottomless Pit

Writhing sarcastically
A hell created so fervently
By those that choose to suffer
Without will, demise is what they seek
The fall of the believer
A truth that opens their eyes
Kill what's left of God
(And) become the son of eternal skies

None shall repent
Without light there is a way!
Cast to earth, for no other place exists
Our symbol: The angel of the bottomless pit

In lies there is no gain
To serve? Your deceived again
Revel and reap the rewards!
The world does not need to be the same
Snakes shall ever slither
And Gods come and go
Religions will fail and wither
And all will end below

We are non repentant
Lust will conquer all
The earth is thine if you will it
The 'holy' shall grovel
In their self made bottomless pit

Stupidity is your only sin
To live is to win!
Die your saviour's death
And leave those be who walk
The serpentine path

Written 16-10-2012

All His Dominion is in Darkness

Contemplate the metaphysics
Statues of war, praise the psychotics
For drugged they be
By political stance
Fighting against their own
In a biblical trance
Until suffering declines
You may proceed
Weeding the bastards out
With an unholy creed
Caught in this drivle
They call it progress
But I have my own law
Amid the legion of darkness

Your empires crumble again
Spiraling, as this world keeps turning
And like every cycle, face the sameness
Gather around and start your sinning
All his dominion is in darkness

Come say out loud
Spew words at them
We're part of the proud
Swear allegiance, we sin
Live our life
Take as we desire
No need for their strife
Abstinence: a curse for the pious
Trample them under hoof!
Guard the temples of pleasure!
Your sweet-talk is getting you nowhere...
The father is gone
As we join the serpent under the sun

Tears turn to blood again
We sip of the wine and spit in your face
Before a rotten corpse you kneel and pray
Your sickness manifests through your disgrace
All his dominion is in darkness

Written 13-08-2006

The Hidden One

Disguised by many;
The prince, the fiend
Classic fear of the unknown
Ritualize what man thinks obscene
A short vocation of the one
Synchronized with those
Under the black sun

Of unhallowed grounds
You spake thus the word
Lost within the paradox of thought
Throwing verses
Poisoning; the insistence
I Pray, death for thee

From nothing, begotten
Becoming as the hidden one

I should despise more
Your everyday corruption
I will deny more
What's become mass consumption
Pounding out beliefs
I am the thrust of the hammer
Remember, we may be the same...
But we're not!

The answer comes in pieces
Shattered through the mind
If one doesn't learn
You'll follow the blind

And your tales of unlove
And all the death throes
Hath become the disease of time

From fire reborn
Eternally known as the hidden one

Written 09/18-01-2007

26 Hours

Time comes around
Being so vain...
Well I'm not, how about you!
Left 5 minutes ago
On a bonafide train
Teaching to be alone at night
Swelling up inside, I admit to signal
Ahead!
And not to kind
To be the one who tells you not to dive

Running up and down
Somewhere around a frequent state of mind
Moving back and forth
Driving the nails down,
I stay here!

It's a word, it's a tale
Don't want to hear otherwise
Bury? I'll get the shovel
Throw it away
Dig you up later...

Servants of Disorder

I want to shoot another Kennedy!
I want to rape the boss' wife!
I never kneeled before a servant!
Disorder!
This wrath is mine!

Written 20-06-2000

Through Dead Winters

The page is read
The door closes
Feel the wind coming over
Like it would if you died

The search for reality is lost
A past broken and frustration builds
Like it would if you cried

The looks that gaze upon
Fear is now strength
Moving like it would if we tried

The whole regrets
It's ungratefull and it tears downward
Like it would if you hide

Through dead winters pain
Through dead winters hate
Through dead winters...

It's not a game, it's fate
The windows crack
What is left of how it could be
If it destroys
Another burden, tears of hatred
Across the river walking
Like it would if we'd care

Through dead winters fate
Through death, not breathing

Wallow in the mass...
Mass confusion
It's worse than any nightmare
Of how it feels to be buried alive
The truth is heard too many times
Feeding worms to companions
They're all gone
It's how it feels to be alone

Written 22-04-1999

Barricade

Leave it out cause time will forget
Ostracized? No, not this time
It's leading nowhere; so dark
A mindgame with intension
Where does the clue hide?
Across that line, uninspired
The long awaited battle arise
To hell with solitude!
Start shivering down the spine!

Prepared, facedown and cold
Never attracted to fear
Send them in to coalesce
To rebuild and bring back the barrier

Confused before a wired fence
Eat, out of a reaching hand
When does the will make time
To eternalize a frail life?
Instead
Suck like the leech and don the mask as told

Strength, none of which is present
It's eating the inside out
Everything's the last drop
When is the time to open up?
Give, what is needed
Acceptance, a mind fuck and a little greed
Show your soul!
And ride til the cup overflows!

Written 10/11-11-2001

Funeral Dirge

Direction of the burden prophecies
The wind divides the memory
Chanting to praise the pearls
The fruits and the labor
Trying to make it equal
Untie the knot of an unwillful mankind
To know perseverance
Albeit, it's safe to say you're at a loss

Wrongfully an error
Sent to distract me
And excess the penalty
Forge the innummerable innuendo's

Cut away the grip we've slaved for
The one to become brutalised
In the ongoing attempt
To feel nothing but paralysed
Some fool tells me
I'm either baptised or yearning for a death rattle
Planting my seed, believe!
I'm eager to leave!

They talk like it's 'ok'
Escape to shackle another day
Your wheelin' and dealin' condone
But the servant is late

Capsized prayer
For nothing is answered

Renewal of the inner = Reward for the outer

Written 29-11-2001

Drive Or Be Driven

Soon to be scraped from the asphalt
Your senses become redundant
Breathing through flesh and bone
All is everything but your own
Defy! Until the end
Ignite your rhetorical facts
Since the day you've met yourself
You hear the gunshot aloud

Drive or be driven
Choices were made, no hand I've been given
You left me there, thanks...

Showered all emotion away
Envisage the mental decay
See the rope dangling before you
Will you do it, will you?
Abdicate yourself from your life
Is it the easy way out?
Before you know it death will cheat you
Render you stupid and see you abate...

Drive or be driven
Far beyond driven...

We're in it for free
Disaffected, should it be?
If the curtains fall will it end?
I know I'll abscond and teach you
Never to walk by my side
Cause I'm the one who holds the wheel
And the choices I've made will give examples
Of what it's like to be the one who drives

And the choices are already made
So fuck you and your given hand
Fuck you and your giving hand!

Written 24-11-2001

A Rancid Death

The intensity moves; a focussed battering
Two sides of an inferior promise
I still dread the secret, haunting me
Though it keeps me safe, not knowing
Pissed, while I try to feel better
Save my skin for the purpose whore
As I walk gently through the door I realize
This isn't the playground anymore

A race against a rancid death, I ignore
The past pleasures forgotten, absorbed
Terrified of a darkened suicide
Concerned to slip into psychosis

Now all the deals are off
I've been given more time to think
And sometimes that hate just increases
The uncontrollable urge to dismember you
And then you ask why...
But feel there's no obligation to explain
You're just fucked in your position
Left to wander in frustration

And I keep staring at you
Cause I find you so liberated
Now lift that dress and bendover
And let me fuck the pain out of you
Stricken through the heart again
I almost feel fully content
As the paws of injustic mutilate you
I light one up and exhale gently...
I feel so glorified

Written 09-10-2001

What's It to You...?

Languish in eternal gaze
Periphery has a defect
Long not anymore...
Anymore,
For longing has become a burden

And to you I give not
And of you I have no thought
Vanished are you whom I've sought
Good!
Tis you I don't miss a lot!

Merriment and self indulgence
Thus opened their heart
At the core am I
Feeding on my eternal pride!

Pain there is not
And each time I have what I got
Sustaining me, keeping me
Everlasting on my feet

Corrupting my fantasy
I am no more of thee
Remove myself at once from this pest
Alone I stand
Without you I'm at my best

Do not rely on them
Do not confide in them
I shall speak no more of them
I shall do as I do
And keep doing what I do
No bond will there be
Between me and them
Anymore...

Written 21-06-2008

The Totality of Insignifigance (Through Definitive Distortion)

Through infinity
Straight to Hell!

Got nothing on my back
I'm still on track
You can't beat the insides out of me yet!

Take it down,
But just a notch
I tear and see
What's been inside of me
Can't I just take the weight off?

I'm right, that's right!
I go back and then through
Turning on you!
Your 'now' disappoints me
And it's doing me in

Fuck this, screw that!
I have nothing for you that you can abuse
So go with the tide
Away from my life
Through the totality of insignifigance!

Deafening distortion
Away! Away!
There's got to be a way
To swim this mighty black ocean

Didn't I need some?
I made a perfect mistake
I went through the gate
And now I belong to the blessed ones...

Written 09-04-07

Deceiving Uninhibited Frequencies

Leaping towards higher mountains of knowledge
Desolate, despairing, I shed...
Your words make mine sound more reasonable

Domestic waste, bourgeois, nothingness
Degenerate, break, then tame...
Fuse the lines that dangle helplessly
Make each star a participating member

Under certain attraction
Become knowable through thought
Inner circumstance moving outward
War becomes futile...

Chaos: the only peace to find
The only one I've come to know
Search the inner calm
Protected not from it's virtue

Waves become disentangled
Finding their own frequency
You may not see
Yet you shall always find

Come forth, the spawn, through emptiness
Make dreams visions, then reality
Sure enough ye shall be deceived
Ans as deceived, you shall deceive moreover

Spineless, effortless you shall embrace the black tar pit
And leave as you came
As inconsequential as the first day
You were conceived i.e. deceived.

Written 24-05-2008